16th birthday

17.09.2015
My 16th birthday (best birthday ever)
I recieved so many presents from everyone and i really feel that im loved by everyone around me. I got what i wanted and yet it wasnt the end. The last surprise from beverley raelene jasper justin calvin siangyeo and ariel was the best really. So i thought i was gonna just have lunch with ariel alone for my birthday but i was wrong. Ariel was in charge of bringing me to the place we were celebrating whereas raelene was in charge of holding me back so the rest can go over first to prepare. And when i saw them, i was shocked and thought it was by chance but i was wrong. They all planned it out together. They treated me lunch and got me a cake. I was really touched and cried  and this was really like the best birthday i ever had. Sweet 16 i must be really blessed to have met friends like them  Celebrated my birthday at night with my family and my cousins they put in so much effort to make me a scrapbook with all our memories inside i am so touched and i just wanna thanks everyone who wished me happy birthday and went an extra mile to get me gifts and to those who planned surprises for me, i love you

Gave up

I make an effort in this friendship.. its not like i didnt care or bother. I tried so hard to maintain. I cared so much. But all my efforts seems not to be enough. How much more effort must i put in so you will finally understand that the fact that friendship is is two-sided and not one-sided. I am tired of trying and trying and still i am the only one making an effort in this friendship. I am tired that i am constantly on look for you, making sure you are fine. I am tired of replying your messages when you dont even bother to reply to mine but ignores it after reading. Please. I am also just a human with feelings too. Stop making me so sick of everything because of you. If its so, wouldnt it be best that we just stop being friends..?