Hi
If you're reading this, I hope that by the end of this blog post, you will feel better (if your day was shit) or happier (if you are down)
This is to people who thinks they are all alone,
I am not going to tell you that things will get better and stuffs. The actual fact is that I don't know if things are actually going to be better but something I know for sure is that no matter what happens, if I can, I will be there for you. The truth is that life isn't going to be easy, mainly just shitty and fucked up. But I just want to say that, when you have trouble, maybe I can't solve it for you but I promised that I will be there and not let you face it alone.
This is to people who are insecure as fuck,
Trust me. Everyone is. It is just the extent of insecurity. You think that you are not good enough? You think that you are not handsome/pretty/cute? You think that you don't fit in with anyone? You think that like the whole world is judging you? But hey, what is the point of mentally torturing yourself? Look, I can't tell you how much that you are going to mean to me and your looks does not matter. And the fact that you are insecure is normally due to some past trauma or experience. Ok just fuck that shit and remember that it is all in the past. You are not born to please people nor are you born to make your own life miserable. You are who you are. No matter what people say, I will still love you for who you are. (ok fine if i don't know you but we still can be friends whether real life or virtually. But if i do know you, no matter what, I will stay and also love you for who you are no matter how you look like)
This is to people who have mental illness/disorders,
Hey, I been in your shoes before. And currently, I am trying to recover from it. I know it is not easy and it is rather suffocating and mentally/physically exhausting, just trying to keep yourself alive. But hey, you are worth it. You are more than what you are right now. You have the rights to happiness, love and also care from others. Don't push yourself over the edge or build a wall against the people who truly care for you because at the end of the day, you will be the one who regrets about it. Don't ever feel bad for something you did out of your love/passion/interest and somehow it did not make everyone happy. Nobody have the rights to bring you down. I know you will say that you are used to all this shit but no, to a certain extent, you still feel the hurt and pain given by others to you. My dear, even if we have never met each other before, even if you don't know my existence, even if we are just strangers, I still care. You still do matter to me. I never want to lose anyone else to mental illness again so hang on and stay strong. I love you.
