It wrote "Instead of saying 'Sorry', changed it to 'Thank You'. So instead of saying "Sorry I am late." say, "Thank you for waiting for me". Instead of saying "Sorry I only make things worse/ i screwed up stuffs" say, "Thank you for the unconditional love and care to help me get by" Then I think back how I always say sorry and somehow ruined the mood most of the time and thought maybe 2017 is the time I should change. I should start showing my gratitude more instead of apologizing for everything (UNLESS I DO SHIT WRONGLY)
Thursday, 29 December 2016
2016
30th Dec'16.
It was tiring to hang on till now. I made so many mistakes and wrong decisions for my own future and regretting every single shit that I should have done and what I had done. (AND EVERYTHING FROM HERE ON DOESN'T LINK) As much as I have done wrong, I want to make things right again. The path to recovery from self-harm seems far but I know something for sure is that I am making efforts to recover even if it's just small steps. I lost countless of friendship that was once important to me and I also made countless of new friends that seems to be taking up bits and parts of my life. I saw this post on Instagram.
It wrote "Instead of saying 'Sorry', changed it to 'Thank You'. So instead of saying "Sorry I am late." say, "Thank you for waiting for me". Instead of saying "Sorry I only make things worse/ i screwed up stuffs" say, "Thank you for the unconditional love and care to help me get by" Then I think back how I always say sorry and somehow ruined the mood most of the time and thought maybe 2017 is the time I should change. I should start showing my gratitude more instead of apologizing for everything (UNLESS I DO SHIT WRONGLY)
It wrote "Instead of saying 'Sorry', changed it to 'Thank You'. So instead of saying "Sorry I am late." say, "Thank you for waiting for me". Instead of saying "Sorry I only make things worse/ i screwed up stuffs" say, "Thank you for the unconditional love and care to help me get by" Then I think back how I always say sorry and somehow ruined the mood most of the time and thought maybe 2017 is the time I should change. I should start showing my gratitude more instead of apologizing for everything (UNLESS I DO SHIT WRONGLY)
Sunday, 25 December 2016
love story💑
This is a very short, sad love story.
When I first met you, I never thought you were gonna be this important.
When I started knowing you, you became my bestfriend.
When I was your bestfriend, you reassure all my insecurities.
When I drifted away from you, you cleared all my doubts.
When I am at my best, you were there.
When I am at my lowest, you were there.
When I was alone, you were there.
When I needed you, you stayed.
When I pushed you away, you stayed.
When I was lost, you pulled me back.
When I hated myself, you loved me.
When I had another bestfriend, you still stayed by my side.
When I had family/friendship issues, you cheered me up and ensure I was happy.
When I cried and stayed awake till 3am, you accompained me and comforted me.
When I wanted to go out in the middle of the night, you went along with me.
When I started knowing you, you became my bestfriend.
When I was your bestfriend, you reassure all my insecurities.
When I drifted away from you, you cleared all my doubts.
When I am at my best, you were there.
When I am at my lowest, you were there.
When I was alone, you were there.
When I needed you, you stayed.
When I pushed you away, you stayed.
When I was lost, you pulled me back.
When I hated myself, you loved me.
When I had another bestfriend, you still stayed by my side.
When I had family/friendship issues, you cheered me up and ensure I was happy.
When I cried and stayed awake till 3am, you accompained me and comforted me.
When I wanted to go out in the middle of the night, you went along with me.
And now,
When you had a girlfriend, then i noticed the person whom I was in love with was you.
The end
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