it's okay

it's okay steph, it's okay.
you were never loved by them.
you were never wanted by them.
you were never needed by them.
your existence was a mistake.
let them blame you.
let them scold you.
let them hate you.
because you will never ever good enough in this family.
maybe you should have disappear or die at least it will be a happier world for you.
it's okay steph, it's okay.